09.17.07

A short story – Fate, Faith, Miracles & Destiny -4

Posted in If wishes were horses.., JLT-just life that, Love Life, Nothing to do, Serious at 5:24 am by Life player

http://whenlifeisyourplayground.wordpress.com/2007/09/04/a-short-story-1/
http://whenlifeisyourplayground.wordpress.com/2007/09/06/a-short-story-2/
http://whenlifeisyourplayground.wordpress.com/2007/09/12/a-short-story-3/ 

That Monday was the Happiest Day!!!!  The project  he was involved in, was coming his way…and she would be part of it… The meeting started at 10:00 a.m. everyone was there excepting her…the chair opposite to him was empty.. 10 minutes past 10:00… and the door cracked open.. didn’t have the courage to turn to her and say hello.. after all someone just proposed her on his behalf just 2 days back.. He knowingly avoided looking at her…

and sometime later when he did , what he saw mesmerized him. … …An angel sat there…He was wondering if someone else in the meeting has taken a note of her yet.  she looked like an angel ..her hair flowing open, her beautiful eyes glued on to the speaker… she looked just like the way she did on the first day… like a chumui..He couldn’t decide is she belongs to this world or heaven. May be an angel has fallen down from heaven. He still remember everything about her.. she was in a brown choco suit… with black shades..  The very next day that asman se utri hui pari was in a skyblue suit… proving his point :) something somehere was malfunctioning and misfiring beats… he was alive once again. 

Next two weeks were the best times.. he cud talk to her.. he cud see her.. joke with her…after all wasn’t he has been waiting for this very moment for almost an year now..? he, just wanted to tell her everything he ever have to say…  Earlier he was probably a stranger for her.. so in his mind it didn’t matter what thoughts he had about her but now she was no longer a stranger.. They have  became friends and he thought it wasn’t honest to not let her know what was going on inside… he knew it was probably too early or too late… He knew there were grave risks involved but somehow he couldn’t convince himself of keeping it a secret. She has to know. Otherwise he wasn’t being honest to her… 

With trembling hands he started sending her text messages, teasing her about her status on orkut. He wasn’t sure if the trembling was due to his nervousness or due to that heavy dumbbell. He still remembers her words…”How can something written in orkut be a secret “…his software crashed…. now “what if” seemed more dreadful….what if it wasn’t a joke? what if…. cudn’t bear the load of all those what ifs.. it was just too heavy to bear.. left gym on the very moment… and called her… he had to talk and get this what if away….hate to live with suspense’s… 

That nights call… phone broke up… called her more than 10 times… phones battery.. finally couldn’t wait anymore… heart fluttering and pounding against his chest… breadth was so slow and deep… almost stuck…. A second seemed like eternity… couldn’t hold it inside…it has to be now or never.. “No i have someone” 

World stopped… heart skipped beats… He didn’t know what was being said had what was he saying he didn’t realize that he is a dead man. Only thought he had was that she shouldn’t feel bad about the whole incident after all angels are not suppose to cry.  that she shouldn’t let her happy self go.. that she shouldn’t waste any second of her so precious life thinking about this useless incident of her life. Couldn’t let that happened. Tried his best to convince her that it was just a casual joke but inside his hardware has just crashed …for the first time in his life….and he felt that he has reached a point beyond repair… Just another human ir-repairable He couldn’t sleep a wink…How could he? he had just lost the most valuable thing of his life… he was definitely beyond repair. The most dreaded period of his life had just started and life has just taken him by surprise…..

continues…

http://whenlifeisyourplayground.wordpress.com/2007/09/19/a-short-story-5/
http://whenlifeisyourplayground.wordpress.com/2007/09/22/a-short-story-6/

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