Played hard, was a topper in kindergarten, in school, an above average student in university, above average at my job. Never lacked zeal..Devotion and hardwork was my motto. Sometimes things happened just like that and sometimes I had to be on my toes and make them happen. But never settled for an average/mediocre life..
I am begining to finding myself clueless- directionless…life doesn't seem as much appealing, rain doesn't seem charming, flowers seems b/w and I no longer find gossips interesting. My decent $$$ paying work/job too seems like a routine and so has life.
At this particular moment, I find myself standing at a crossroad…
Not sure about the next step, not sure who to seek guidance, not sure if anyone can really guide me, not sure if i just want to wait for a devine voice to enlightment mah tired soul.
Sometime I just want to leave everything i am doing and head out to explore some unknown territories and these other times I wonder if i will be able to find something worthwhile ever.
May be now is the time to re-evaluate and replan my life
- job: what i wanna do with it/in it?
- priorities: Do i need to reset my priorities?
- personal life: marriage : what kinda girl to marry and where it fits in my plan?
- future plans:where i wanna see myself 10 years from now…
Gotta take a plunge and make a decision.
I know , whatever path I am gonna take, might just be totally unknown to me and it might plainly be scary to get out of my bubble of comfort.. But this is a risk , I am willing to take.
I want my life back..