“That’s not me!”
“Its not who I am”
“Not my cup of tea”
“never could do that never will”
By saying any of the things above this person has proved once again that he is simply out of his frikkin mind and that he/she is too constricted in his approach to this world and that this person doesn’t know how to adapt and change and that this person might pass any and every opportunity to learn and explore something new.
In a way I would say, if that person seriously believes what he or she says then that person has lost his or her vigour to grow and outreach in life.
No???? Seems that you don’t seem to agree. O.K. then Let’s talk .
Let’s start with Who am I? As far as I know I am a continuously growing and learning human who is evolving with every passing second. Every passing second is instilling new thoughts, new experiences, making sense of theage old tradition . I am growing and getting mature and hence I am a continuosly changing individual. The pace of change is so rigrous that some decision made by me a months back seems unreasonable at this very point If I, as an individual, am a victim of rapidly changing dynamics then the question arises.. How the hell I am ever gonna define myself? With so much new things, new adventurous stuffs, new experience to gain, how can I be so sure of what I like and what I don’t?
And mind it, I am not just talking about growing and changing on the mental level. Let’s talk about physical level.
A couple years back if u would have asked me if I would climb up a frikkin slippery mold ridden rock on sweaty hot and sunny day and let my dear life hang with a few interwoven threads and claim that as my biggest achievement for the day… I would have greeted with a custom made reply :). F@@k YOU DUDE! ARE YOU OUT OFF YOUR FRIKKIN MIND? THATS NOT ME. I AM NOT THAT CRAZY.
But that was then and this is now.. A new me – an avid rock climber, who has graduated to a 5.11 recently. Love to hang myself by that old, thin, slimy rope and enjoy every microsecond of extention my life has to offer, not knowing which thread in that rope decide to ease itself out and which rock might let that little piece of metal slip, followed closely by my dear life. Even if that’s insane but its that insanity makes it more enjoyable..I think I am Out of frikkin mind
Am I that timid guy from two years back or am I this new changed guy? Who I really am?
and how can I ever say ‘thats not me’?