Never been a big fan of those romanic movies and plays and poems and stories. I think those little things abduct the innocent mind to a place thats not real and most of the stuff in them is overrated, the feelings, the situations, the reactions. However the good thing about them is that they do give hopes, some innocent dreams, something to look forward to, something to dream about…, something worth living for…
I thought my little story was gonna be like a short story with a happy ending, from one of those big books from shakespear or may be like a short romantic movie… well well well only if wishes were horses… she is engaged, getting married… so She simply said no. Makes perfect sense. Probably, I would have done the same thing if I were her…
Even thou, the story didn't turn the way it does in those movies but I think something was different. When she said no, I never lost a beat, Never lost a wink of sleep, Never missed a smile, Never let go a happy moment, Never Never! My life is too precious for that.
It was ME who let my mind wander towards her and it will be ME who is gonna pull the plug on it.
But yeah One thing i gotta appreciate about this girl. For most people, after a rejection or acceptance of any such proposal,dymanics change and the typical reaction might vary from complete avoidance to complete intimacy. But here the things were different. She gracefully took it in her style, no ugly after-moments, no heart burns. The next morning she appeared in her usual self. joking, smiling, talking.. as if nothing happened. Now isn't that talks about her maturity… Kudos to u girl!!!So now you know why i proposed her even thou I kinda knew that she is gonna cold heartedly reject my proposal.
Sometimes hope becomes so strong that logic doesn't count.
(In your opinion, did I do the right thing ? )