Category Archives: The Begining

11.5 left – My wows


Since, I am targetting an income which has been well beyond my reach in the past I will have to be more aggressive in pursing my dream than ever before. This might lead to exhaustion, frustration and in my race to achieve my goals I might get tempted to follow certain methods which are  against my values and principles. So i have decided that in order to walk this path I would

1. Never take or accept any undue advantage

2. Never accept anything in favor of in terms of money which i dont deserve

3. NEver do or say anything that my heart doesn’t see as good.

4. I will use all the fair means, openeess and transiprancy to make this happen.

11.6 Months – Getting started-


I am just getting started. Having wasted 13 days out of this year, i am begining to feel the pressure. in betwen all the turmoil i am going thru on my personal front, I realize that thinking and dreaming about this goal gives me the much needed relaxation… Strange.. earlier the same thought of doing something in life used to make me tensed lol

A few things I think I can give a make or break shot

1. Share market

2. Real Estate market

3. Tuitions and lectures

4. Software/business model

5. Govt bonds

6. Mutual funds

7. Interest in Bank

8. Sattebaji/betting

9. Do a double shift job/additional job

10. Any other that you can suggest…

I want to make 20 Lac this year.


Just for the sake of trial and to judge my capabilities and dedication to this cause, I want to make 20 Lac  from various entrepreneurship biz ventures within this year -12 -Nov 2010 -12-Nov-2011.

 I am listing only financial dream that is tangible and can be counted.  I have had setup untagible dreams for myself in other walks of life but I think only i can judge those within myself so I dont think that listing those here will matter.

From the past 10 days I have been thinking over how to do it.. It seems like an impossible target for a salary class individual who has hardly made any income besides whatever is handed over to him by his employer. Since i have always been contented with my life I never have had any arguments regarding my appraisals and rankings…I have accepted whatever is given to me but now on.. starting this year things are different..

I will make this happen  or die trying…

The begining of a dream – 12th of November 2010


I have been in a dilemma for a long time-about the purpose of my mere existence, about the use of my capabilities and if I have the strength to turn my dreams into reality…

Lately, I have been off the air for a while because of some personal turmoil in my life… and like the very nature of life it was unexpected. It almost proved  that life is what happens to you when you are busy making other plans… and I think Life has happened to me in the past two years.

In the past two years I have been at the highest and at the lowest ends of my life and strangely the dates for both has shown absolute coincidence with a difference of exactly a year.. Stranger than fiction but true.. but you know the good news?  I have survived both the best times and worst times so far with the help of almighty..

It has been nothing short of a wonderful experience although My whole family has landed in trouble cuz of that but I have learnt a very important lesson- That life is a blindfolded walk on the edge.

One may get a false sense of pride and confidence if he has walked for a period of life but one never knows when one might tumble.  Oblivious to my walk on the edge, I was living in a shell of false confidence of a secured and perfect life that I have mastered the walk of life and can run, sprint or just jog anything I want.  I assumed life to be a well defined secured shell when I was the master where i was in control.  I didnt realize that this false sense of being in total control made me drop my guards. My  energy, my quest for excellence and all my childhood dreams became wishes and slowly wishes were fogotten. Simply cuz for a person in control those were too easy to fullfil and too dificult to get challenged> I knew everything and everything was in my control.

in the past one year with just one stroke of fate all that illusion is shattered. I have woken up to the reality that what I have right now is given… I lost all my savings in the past few months. Our family’s reputation and credibility has been put on stake  and in other words I have hit a lowest point in my life… I am not sure if life has some more blows planned for me but from this point onwards… I am taking control… I will fight back… if I dont make it happen now life might not give me another chance…if i am not given a chance I will have to take it myself…

 With this revelation on the evening of 12th of November 2010, which holds a special significance in my heart… I pledged to make my dreams come true….

Starting to walk on the end again… but this time… i am gonna make each step count…

All i need is his blessings, a fire in my heart and  your support..

Writing first post..


Writing first post.. The experience is like sitting in an exam hall, and wondering what to write even when I have so much to write..

Soo.. how and why did I decide to enter this weird and strange world of sharing my life with the whole wide world? No no Nopes.. Truman show is not my fav movie.. So Bad guess and you lost points for that :).

A few days back I was talking to a dear friend of mine (Will tell about him later ) explaining the difference between goal and wish. In my opinion the only difference between goal and a wish is a "time stamp" . Somehow that mortal has some different notion about it. Well The argument didn't last for long, however that left me wondnering..

I started wondering about my life… and a simple ? popped up in one of my brightly lit grey cells. Do I want mah dear life to be a jouurey of perpetual wishes or do I want it to be a Journey of definate goals, dreams and ambitions. ummm… latter definately sounds better!!

But again aha! my grey cells at work…. whats the best way of putting a time stamp on my wishes? and who should I go to if I need some guidance? My folks? My friends? My colleagues? umm.. how about neither.. Why? No no no it doesn't mean that I don't have people in life I can trust and go for guidance but still…. In my opinion,I am looking for a few more things here… say how about things like unbiasness, honesty and annonymity??

So dear friends… its time for me to get back to my dear life… stay tuned for the next episode of Mylife@whenlifeisyourplayground